I love honesty. It's beautiful.
And sincerity. Being sincere.. it's meaningful, heartfelt.. real.

In all my ways God, I want to be sincere.
When something's too difficult, I like the fact that I can be honest about it.

Putting on a mask is tiring. Takes too much work. Drains me.
Putting on a act.. takes too much worthless effort.

And seeking sincerity.. this is my practice. I always remind myself of good thoughts.. and I go "Do I really believe in those for myself.. ?" When I don't, I ask God why. Show me how I can take His truths and make them my own. How can I make it ours, for me and God, and for me and other people.

God knows all. Why try to be a fake.

Under all this, the tip of the iceberg, is the struggle to be obedient.
How can I sincerely be obedient and mean it? With my whole heart, with my whole mind, and all my soul.
I know I can be honest before God.

Even with little strength I have, how can I bring You glory Jesus, with the obedience I have left.

Do people see You? In me... where are the fruits... ?